Hey Baby....

I'll rock the world with you baby
I'll defend your freedom to the end
I'll share the stars and moon
But I'm never going to be just a friend

I'll cry rivers till they reach the sea
I'll always be real and never pretend
I'll be your true to the blue and friendly
But I will never be ....just your friend

I would dance with you in moonlight
I will not lie or misrpresent what I intend
I will love you till the ends of the earth
But never ever never ....be just your friend

I will phoenix with you in the fire
I will have the courage to bend and mend
I will love your moans and screams
Believe in you and your dreams

But Baby

I just ain't never gonna be just your friend

　

Neils
4:56 pm
10/23/2013

Fear Not the Monsters and Angels

There's a numbness in the soul
Drifting through the air
Searching all about
And taking every dare

It's coming for any inspiration
It's coming for any resolve
It feeds off troubles and woes
And doesn't want them solved

Everything is taken back a notch
Everything is pulled back a step
It now operates without any mercy
Compassion forgiveness or regret

Whatever your passion is
To make this world a better place
There is an evil that has risen
And it has come to degrade grace

If you love dogs
It wants them to suffer more
No big deal if they are mistreated
It wants us knocked off the center of our core

If you love the military
Know of the sacrifices that they make
It wants the pride taken from their stride
Their victories seen as phony and fake

If you love your country
It wants you guilty and ashamed
It wants the negative only emphasized
It wants us bloody broken and blamed

This thing has been loosed
It's opportunistic and selfish in every detail
It takes as it's value not in its winning
But the sick twisted joy of seeing you fail

Know that it's in the culture
Know that it's all over the press
Know that it's sole purpose is to see you
Devalued stressed and depressed

Becareful in using your logic
Reason is not its primary seed
It'll tell you what you want to hear
But to give itself time to do its dirty deeds

Becareful in your avoidance
Becareful in pulling too far back
It's only giving itself the room
To come at you with a back attack

Breathe the open air
Take in the morning sun
Take joy in the simplist things
That you manage to get done

There is a monster in our midst
It runs in rivulets and rivers of pain
It changes into many shapes and forms
It changes it's approach and names

Believe and have faith
Hear the rain and its healing sounds
Look up into the darkest sky
And know that a hammer is coming down

Fear not the judgement of angels
Their singing swords of steel are real
And though you may tremble at first
The blood of your enemy does grow

To have its appeal

Neils
10:53 am
08/17/2013
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transcribed this time
12:40 pm
08/17/2013

N....again

Boots on the Ground

With respect to Chris
I will run down the road
I will take careful aim
I will stand ready to reload

I will have faith in steadiness
And in my Brothers in Arms
I will put myself forth
To protect them from harm

I will put kit in my pack
A little coffee and cream
I will sweat it out
I will carry forth the dream

I will not succumb to lies
I will not forsake the brave
I will sit alone on a lonely road
And remember how many he saved

And will with unblinking eyes
Remember the enemy's death
Every day I live is precious
Every tear laugh and breath

Good Night my Brother
I see the Sunset and the sail
I see a lone Viking ship go up in flames
You took straight on your challenges

And did not fail

Thank you for digging deep
And for finding what you could give
Thank you for your love and honor
Thank you

For the way you lived



Neils
10:47 am
02/04/2013
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transcribed this time
11:24 am
02/04/2013

N....again

I am

I am a Hunter

I am a hunter of the tyrant
And the minions that do his bidding
I am a hunter of Benghazi killers
And those that laughed as if they're kidding

I am a hunter of the monsters
That would break into my home
I am a hunter for those invaders
Who would strip me to the bone

Because I believe in the 2nd Amendment
And the real belief that is down deep
So yeah I am a hunter for every single
Low life stinking traitor sell out creep

I have sighted in my rifle
And I am aware of when it is open season
I am aware of the arrogant ignorant beasts
Who stalk me without remource or reason

I have practiced at the range
Till I can place my shot where I aim
And yes I see that I am mocked and ridiculed
By the mentally deficient and twistedly insane

I know it is not only my guns they want
I know they want total control of my life and soul
So yeah I am a hunter and I will bear up
Whether it be in the heat the rain the sleet or cold

I am a hunter like my fore fathers gone before
I know the lay of the land and the distance inbetween
The lies and the filthy disguise they wear to take from me
My family My friends My Freedom and all that means

So yes I am a hunter
And I will take my oath and rise with gun in hand
I will do whatever is necessary to remain
A free and honorable man



Neils
10:19 pm
01/28/2013
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transcribed this time
8:52 am
01/29/2013

N....again

The Truth

The truth of an accurate arrow
The truth of a snipers aim
The truth of a boxers blows
As he fights through his own pain

The truth of a baby newborn
The truth of a flower in bloom
The truth of an open window
Curtain blowing in an empty room

The truth of changing seasons
The truth of the waves on the sea
The truth of passing time
The measure of eternity

The truth of a smile or a tear
The truth of life or death
The truth as told by young or old
Can be found in each and every breath


Neils
6:43 pm
01/21/2013
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transcribed this time
6:52 pm
01/21/2013

N....again

My tribe is dangerous

My woman is dangerous
My Children as well
We will not be disarmed
To face the fools from Hell

My dog is dangerous
My cat is too
And I don't feel bad
When a mugger is beaten

Black and Blue

My thoughts are dangerous
My writing burns down the house
Of those who recommend
When we're attacked to remain

Quite as a mouse

My guns are always loaded
My magazines are always clean
I mean what I say
And I always say

What I mean



Neils
10:25 am
12/18/2012
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transcribed this time
10:30 am
12/18/2012

N.....again

Now you are gone

Loki is gone
And all I'm left with is this sobbing

Loki Loki Loki
My heart  is broken beyond repair
Thank you for loving me
You always showed you care

No matter what was going on
You were always there
Thank your for every day
My soul My soul

Has been laid bare


Neils
8:13 pm
11/26/2012